its going to be the holidays soon!
and i love chinese intensive. mainly because it's hardly intensive at all!(:
been having picnics everyday in the AVT with lots and lots of food, and whats even better, is that we don't have to keep it a secret because kwan thinks that as long as it'll make us shut up and listen during her lesson, anything is legal. haha. (: so in a way, thats good.

lit lec tomorrow at RECL.
huh.

today was an okay day. i suppose.
house games were a total bore though and i didn't bother to play at all. even though the bronte michelle was begging me to. i super wanted to tell her sorry but i just couldn't bring myself to go play wipe out. my guilt syndrome was in hyperdrive until i had to go plop myself with denise at the chem lab where i thought we'd be more inconspicuous and less likely to be asked to play wipe out. and it worked, although it probably was also because everything was ending already anyway.

the SIA talk was boring, and spent the whole of the AIDS talk taking stupid pictures with debbie's camera and checking CCA reccords.

but highlight of the day was the excursion to the CBD!! i swear i haven't had so much fun since midyears. took all sorts of funny pictures and class pictures and the rodent family also took one picture with me as the shortest. i didn't realise it was on purpose until i saw the picture though. and when we went to URA, i took a picture with fungus and realised that we have a picture together at 6, and we have a picture together at 16. 10 years!!!! oh my god. sentimental!(:

lessons start tomorrow. plus two weeks of chinese intensive. just GREAT. i can feel my "enthusiasm" flowing. ):

i think i have a delayed sense of sorrow.
heh.
when we got silver for syf, i cried only 3 days after.
when i watched the phantom of the opera on saturday, i only teared a little about it last night, thinking about how sad it was.

huff.

oh and interhouse games suck.

but on the bright side, EXAMS ARE OVER TOMORROW!!!

it felt as though exams were all over in the afternoon, even though there's still 4 more papers to go, but now its all back again. that stupid feeling of anxiety and fear that i'm not going to get my history done in time. 10 chapters!! at the most i think i'm going to just sacrifice some. an then again, i managed to do an hour a chapter for bio. hehe. so who knows, maybe a miracle will come. i shall hit the books hard hard hard at 8.

in the mean time, i realise i haven't blogged since 12 days before SYF. it seems so long ago now. But its okay because we know we've improve immensely, and like miss tham said, better to be a good choir, than a gold choir. we did our best, and i'll never forget that last time on stage! i'll miss it horribly. tsk.

i don't feel like studying.

i don't feel like studying.

i don't feel like studying.

so much for saying i was going to sleep today.

rarh.