i have given up on studying biology.
because my brain just can't absorb anything else.
if not my rate of assimilation is going to go down cos my brain itself is going to shut down.
sleepy really.
but feeling guilty that i'm not cramming when so obviously everyone else is.
like EUNICE!!!
oh no no no...

i realised that i have this bad bad guilt syndrome.
like with dare last saturday. hah.
couldn't find the place.
3rd floor overflow empty.
the rock was like closed.
contemplating whether to continue looking.
then it got later and later.
in the end felt so bad about skipping that i switched off my phone.
stupid right.
but guess what.
jane being the good good angelic soul dragged me off to cure my guilt.
haha.
we found the place eventually.
6th floor. 6th!!!
i love the singing.
really((:
yay(((:
6th may next day!!!

e maths test sucked today.
i finished the paper, but got part of the trigo question wrong.
problem is what if i looked wrongly???
i'll just cry.
its so careless.
and i've been careless for the past 4 years since my maths started deproving.
rarh.
i seriously think its time for me to stop...

wondering what nice things have acutally happened to me.
because lately i seem to be blogging only about horrid stuff.
that stinks.
i'm supposed to have a happy happy life...
):

heh. well 20 days.
20 days more and we'll all be free again!!!