i have so many things to complain about.
especially the xiamen olympics!!!!!!
why the heck does it have to be during the period of time that the o level listening compre and oral is on? Why Why Why? growls. Doesn't MOE know that the most prestigeous chorale competition is going on in JULY? YES. JULY!!! and even if they didn't know, surely they could bother to check right?!?! RARH. i know this is impossible to expect from the MOE, seeing as they are way too busy to on their nice little laptops and CHECK!!! which is why now, i can't go to xiamen, and i'm stuck in singapore while everyone else is singing at the most prestigious competition ever!!!! actually i'm seriously contemplating dropping higher chinese so that i can go. of course its not entirely because of this. its also cos all my marks are going to be pulled down by my sucky HCL marks. yes. i was one of those girls whom LHG wanted to consider wisely as to whether to drop HCL or continue taking. reason being my compositions are a bit of a failure... i mean its not my fault right. ok well maybe it is, but i can't help it if my creativity only likes me during english!!!! and anyway my compos always do better in exam that in normal assessments. but digressing digressing.
so the question here is, should i quit or not?! i'm not even very confident of managing an A1. so why should i try??? haha. at this poitn of time i'm reminded of sam tan, who looks so playful but managed an A1. growl. i don't think i can be her, so maybe i should quit and stop dragging my marks down.

i really really really really really really really really really really want to go to xia men.
i mean it if was some little exchange trip i wouldn't mind so much.
but to miss this olympic thingy .
its like throwing away this big job offer you get that gives you 10 million a year, free housing, cars, medical expenses covered...
JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T BEAR TO GIVE UP SOEMTHING THAT YOU SUCK AT ANYWAY.

i seriously want to cry now.
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so should i stop taking HCL or not?