common test is over((:
its just the waiting thats left now.

had peer leading today.
haha.
was doodling on the board with jane and nandhini before it started.
then combined with cassandra's group again and played some games till their drama teacher came into the class and chased us out.
rarh.
the time wasn't even up!!!
gave jia min, kelly, glenda, guo ju and shu mei their sweets.
hahaha.
did the hearts last minute last night.
and i'm so sorry the scotch tape kept coming loose!!!!
(:

math paper was sucky today.
could barely tackle the coordinate geometry qsn except for part c and d of it.
i think i plotted the points wrongly.
i think my complaints are never ceasing.
i'm turning into a worry wart!

yi ning called in the afternoon to tell that we gotta do a stall for fun fair day.
oh my goodness.
suggested that we sell old cds, then realised that "where we are going to get the old cds" would make a very good follow up question.
cos nobody would give away their cds unless they are really old and awful.
in which case nobody would buy them.
haha.
so logical.
and i still haven't managed to sell my fun fair tix except one.
how how how?!
claire's at OBS and shu yi's busy.
rarh.

there's chem lab tomorrow.
i still haven't replaced my test tubes.
join the club jasmine!!!(:

i haven't started on my ying yong wen.
its been about 5 minutes?
i don't know and don't care.
sometimes i want to work really hard.
i don't mind all the essays and stuff that we get.
i don't wanna complain.
but its hard not to complain when it all comes at once.
and everything has to be passed up at the same time too.
sec three life is not easy.
i wanna-

haha.
i sound suicidal.
its about time for eunice to start asking me whether i'm alright.
and that i should calm down.
its time for charlotte to ask me for cold fries and play baa baa with me.
its time for yi ning to give me that "you sang the wrong note" look and make me laugh.
its time for kai qi to squeeze my cheeks and for me to try and run away from her.
its time for chee shan to tell me that the world is not over.
its time for denise to draw something and for me to oo over it.

i just want life back to the way it was last time.
because everything is different now.
i feel very very hopeless.
oh no...
i want to -

i shouldn't be blogging.
i should be doing my ying yong wen.
but i really can't take it anymore.
i didn't know sec three life was so so horrible.
rarh.
spent 20 minutes on the phone complaining to yi ning.
who kindly listened to every word i said.
hahaha.
oh wells.
the only highlight of my life is that i managed to scrape through my HCL ct.
(:
yes.
i didn't expect it.
because i guessed 70% of my cheng yu, almost the whole close passage, and my li jie wen da was complete rubbish.
but i actually managed to pass.
so can i be elated for a minute?
I PASSED MY HIGHER CHINESE CT!!!! OMG I COULD JUST CRY. LOVE ALL HCL PEOPLE TO BITS!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. OH GOODNESS. I PASSED!(((:

a maths was horrible today.
but lit was alright.
went out to watch i not stupid too at 1045.
yes.
i know everyone has watched it already.
but i was either too lazy, too busy or just plain tired of going out so i missed it for a month.
had a nice time with eunice and denise.
and i found sweets for jia min they all.
goody.
i shall not owe anyone v day presents anymore((:

i miss c2.
its like hunger pangs.
although yes i love s1 alot too.((:

anyway.
off to do ying yong wen.
my life feels purposeless.
grr.

just visited the choir blog and there's this someone who keeps insulting us.
grrr.
how evil and mean can this person get?

i don't know what made me delete all the previous 6 posts, but it just didn't look right.
haha.
not a single one of them.
so here's my little white lie all fresh and clean again.((:
-
didn't run mass run today
the beauty of being sick.

went for peer leading in the afternoon and only 3 peerleaders turned up.
because everyone else was at sports leader training.
which i cleverly got myself out of!!!!
(((:
so me abigail, randee and the other peer leader sort of slacked around and watched the sec ones write quotes about team work on the board.
rarh.
i didnt' know i was actually going to be at peerleading today, so i didn't get any of my little angels anything for valentines day.

i'm so sorry);
suprise you all next week!

went to find michelle after peerleading
there was a nice fat situation waiting for her to handle in 1C2.
haha.
nice luck you got MICHELLE!!!(:
no worries, it'll all work out somehow.

and now i'm waiting for my math tutor to come.
sadly, i don't think math is my worst subject anymore...